You can still be who you wish you is
It ain’t happen yet… and that’s what the intuition is
You ever wonder what it all really mean??
You wonder if you’ll ever find your dreams??”
“on that independent shhiiiittt… trade it all for a husband and some kids???”
“I’ve started my “26 Things to do Before 26” list and honestly, it’s looking real shallow. Not because I don’t want to do anything, but I honestly don’t have any idea what to do. Like, none. What should I even be trying to do? I’m 24, and I’m excited to start my first post-grad skoo job in a couple weeks. But… it’s in Dayton, Ohio. Not the most thrilling place on Earth. Now, Mom hasn’t said it explicitly yet, but I can tell she’s very disappointed I’m not halfway married already. Oh well, girl, I don’t know what to tell you about that. I know everyone in Columbus and idk if either of my two boos are marriageable. And I definitely can’t marry a Daytonian!
I’m happy for the hope new beginnings bring. I’m sick about having to move out of my amazing Brooklyn-style apartment (I haven’t seen many Brooklyn apartments, but my classmate Darlyn says I’m living like a New Yorker in here so I’m gonna go with that, lol). I’ve been trying to stay here, but Mom is not feeling this hour long commute, and I know it’ll get old after a while. Whatever, hopefully I’ll find another dope place.
Annyyyway, back to the list. Here’s what we have:
- Fall in Lovvveee <3 <3 <3 . Come on Yetty! It’s tiimmmeeee.
- Start a business.
- Have a full conversation in French with someone.